I get so worked up when someone tells me I’m incapable of doing something, I just hate it. You don’t know me, you don’t know my potential nor do you have any idea what I’m capable of yet you’re jumping to conclusions and assuming that I’m unable to do things. Who are you to tell me what I can and can’t do? Who are you to tell me that my limit and potential stops here? How do you know I won’t exceed your expectations?

Are you determined to watch me fail? Well, good luck with that cause it won’t be happening.

I find it annoying when someone just takes another person’s opinion or emotion and just literally recycles it and pass it off as if it was their own to begin with. They act as though they feel so passionately towards something they’ve only just heard about what, five seconds ago? Why do people feel as though they need to just repeat what’s already been said and act as though they ‘genuinely’ feel the same way about the topic. It’s unnecessary and annoying.

Some people say writing is a way of releasing yourself and that it makes them feel better in some sense. I don’t find this method to work for me, I’d rather sit down and have a nice thorough talk with someone in order to rid myself of all stress and frustration.

Writing would be of the same equivalence as talking to a wall. Sure, you illustrated your thoughts into words but that’s all you did. You may feel somewhat accomplished to letting everything out but there’s still something missing. You want someone to read it, you want someone to comment on it, you want to hear what their take on your situation is, whether it be reassurance or just simple criticism, you want to hear it all.

Which is why I’d much rather talk to someone instead, though the problem with that is, it’s hard to find someone. People tend to lean more towards strangers than their friends. Why? They believe that strangers can’t judge you since they don’t know you, but if you were to think about it, what kind of friend would judge you?

To me, I wouldn’t mind who I talk to. Whether it be stranger or friend, it all means nothing to me, as long as I have their 100% honesty and not some sugar-coated bullshit, then that would be fine with me.

Which is why I rarely open up, not because I’m afraid of getting judged nor is it because of trust issues. It’s because nobody is able to live up to what I have to say for myself, I know for a fact that after hearing my story, they will do nothing but attempt to reassure me. Sure, it feels nice I’ll give you that but that’s not what I want, if I am able to find flaws in my story, then so should you.

I want criticism, I want judgements thrown at me, I want the whole lot. I don’t want any of the “Things will get better, just give it time” bullshit. I want the harsh truth, which is why I’m opening up to you.

If you’re going to feed me bullshit, I might as well live my life in denial and filled with nothing but lies.

What’s the point? Do you feel somewhat accomplished that you managed to stick your tongue down someone’s throat whilst they’re drunk? I don’t understand why people take advantage of others, are you like that desperate for some action? You might as well fuck your mum while you’re at it too.

Or just simply abuse someone’s kindness and generousity, just because they happened to lend you money once, doesn’t mean you should keep coming back to them and hassling them to lend you money again for whatever the reason. They worked hard for their money, and all you’re doing is nothing but taking that away from them.

It annoys me.

Though I don’t do anything about it because it’s none of my business, but having to witness it, it irritates me.

I don’t see why people get so worked up over this question. They tend to reply with something along the lines of this.

• “ЛØЛƐ ØF ϤØЦ尺 FЦㄈҚɪЛƓ ϦЦらɪЛƐらら!! ~”

I don’t see what’s complicated about this question, it’s a question with a simple yes or no answer. Nothing more, nothing less. From how I see it, the more you react to the question in a negative manner, the more likely that I, among with others would assume that you are not a virgin.

Now, if you’re not a virgin, it’s understandable why you wouldn’t want to share but… However, if you are a virgin, I’m not able to understand why you would not just say so instead of replying with attitude to the question. It’s as if you’re ashamed of being one.

What are you, a fucking idiot? Just say yes and move the fuck on instead of throwing a bitch fit about it.

I used to give presents, gifts all the time. Birthdays, month anniversaries, the whole lot. Most of the time I never got anything in return though, not even a simple appreciation for the thought that I had put into it.

It stung a little, I guess. Looking back now, I wish I never got any of them a gift. Back then, I didn’t mind about anything, all I wanted was appreciation that’s it. Too much to ask?

As time passed, I gave myself strict orders. Not to buy a gift unless I were to get one in return, call me selfish, I don’t give a fuck. Also, my gift to them would be of the same equivalence of what their gift is to me.

For example: If their gift was good, I would get them something good in return. If their gift was mediocre, then I would get them something mediocre. If their gift was plain crap, then I would either get them a lollipop and a card saying “Happy birthday, go fuck yourself” or I wouldn’t even bother with handing a gift back.

So if you’re ever expecting a gift from me, tough luck.

You only get out what you put in.

I’ve always believed this to be stupid, along with “Chicks before dicks” or any other fucking variation.

This doesn’t apply to me nor should it apply to anyone at all. If you’re faced with a situation of choosing between two people, wouldn’t the answer just be, choose who you’re closer with? Really, it’s that simple.

Since when did gender become a factor?

or any other fucking word in the dictionary.

• Broskies
• Ladskies
• Boredskies
• Funskies
• Suckskies myskies dickskies youskies fuckingskies whoreskies

It looks fucking stupid to begin with and it makes you look like a complete fucking douche bag.

I’m not going to lie here, I was like this in the past, back when I was still one of those cheesy douche bags. I used to use people as an excuse to change myself for the better, in order to impress them or make them happy. In the end, something would always happen between me and them, and I would think to myself, this person means nothing to me anymore, therefore there is no point in me remaining with this “change” that I have done with myself so I’m gonna resort back to my old ways and/or habits.

Looking back at it, this whole concept is just stupid.

Are you really that incapable of changing yourself for you that you need to use someone else as an excuse for you to change?

I find it weak.

Why would you change for them and not for yourself? What’s the difference? Motivation? You have friends and family around you, that’s motivation. Just cause you happen to like someone and they hate a habit of yours, for example let’s say smoking. You decide to quit for them in order to impress them and have them like you in return. Everyone sees this new change of yours and they’re happy with it, that you have managed to “quit” smoking.

You assume this person would mean a lot to you because you gave up something apart of you for them. Now let’s skip ahead two weeks, you guys have a fight, they begin to get violent, they begin to start abusing you, they cheat on you and finally, they leave you.

Now you’re left with nothing. Most people at this point would resort back to their old ways, sometimes even worse than what it was originally in order to relieve the stress and/or pain that they had suffered.

So really, what do you get out of changing for someone else and not for you? If you were to change only for you, you wouldn’t be left in this mess.

Think about it.

Oh maiii gawddzz GAIZZ!!!~~~~ [ii] look so oogly in diz picz0rz of mehh!!

• “ohh bb u look soooooo h0t!!!! xx”
• “[ii] luvvv urr makeup!! god bb, u sooo pwett[ii]!!!”
• “uurrr eyebrowwss are s00000 sxcccc!!”

Honestly, most of the pictures that I come across, they look atrocious and it makes me wonder what kind of shit they were smoking to upload such a hideous fucking photo of themselves, my fucking foot shoved up your mums vagina looks better than your face.

Don’t preach to me about “Beauty is in the eye of the beholder” I could care less about what you have to say. Just accept the fact they’re ugly, and move the fuck on. Don’t try to play “nice” or enter “kiss ass” mode start talking bullshit like no tomorrow.